the crew
thats the last time i try to explain asexuality to a friend haha i just freaked him out and ruined the conversation.
i just want to be normal.
why do so many women find their voices getting really girly when they talk to strangers or are generally not totally comfortable. it’s not even just that it’s like higher pitched from nerves it’s a whole different voice. weird and scary to catch yourself doing it
every aspect of my life is going to shit.
whenever i miss her and wanna text her i make a list of the pros and cons of her in my head. like i think about how she always smelled good and kissed my nose and then i remember how her voice sounded that day when she broke my heart and the way she treated me when she didn’t need me anymore and then i end up feeling as worthless as i did then, and that is what keeps me from giving in. so yes it is true, people will never forget how you made them feel. always remember that.